Hi everyone one out there. My name is Jay, as I would like to be known. I am 47 yrs old. And I have carried a secret for the best 47 years of my life. I can not hold this pain no more? I have tried everything to get help myself, but that's not help me. I have also lost all my family, because I am going to write a book, about my lift. And I don't think people going to be intrigued. I know there are. I am not a vary confidence person, but by god I am a strong. And no matter what my family try to stop me writing this book. I will, and I am. I am. And I think it's going stock the Asians community, and any others that would read it. I just wanted to give this pain back to those that made carry this pain back to were it belong. I can heal myself. And hopefully help those who are suffering right now, at this moment. Thanks Jay